no smile, no snarl - just anxiousness

I'm feeling a little anxious... the big brou ha ha from Sunday/Morning has some part of the bureaucratic process to go tomorrow.

I'm worried that:

• those in the suits/formal clothes won't listen to me or even consider what I would like as a solution, even though this matter ultimately affects me
• I won't get an opportunity to speak if things start to go pear shaped during the formal parts
• it turns adversarial and nasty
• it has to go through further bureaucratic processes to get solved

My lil belly is turning flip flops over and over... I can't believe this ever happened.

Not smiley, not snarly... just anxious...